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28/12/09 - Graphics Update
TIME: 11.07am MOOD: tired LOVING: the end of 09
Hy guys, its almost the end of 2009 and close to the beginning of 2010! I cant believe how fast the year went already, but I must say that 2009 was the best year at high school for me, although there were/are still may issues that I wish would go away soon. Have you thought about your New Year resolutions will be for next year? Well, I think you'll be glad to know that I fnally added some new graphics! I know, I've been very lazy with my graphics updates, but I have been busy too. So I added two new graphics, a free layout featuring Joe Jonas from the Jonas Brothers which I think came out well, I like the CSS that I did. I also added an enter sign featuring Miley Cyrus too. I dont have my Mac computer on me at the moment, like I said before, which I have my good graphics program on, but I think these graphics are quite good anyway. Hope you check them out and use them.
Monique(:
25/12/09 - Merry Christmas
TIME: 5.09pm MOOD: excited LOVING: presents
Hey everyone, Merry Christmas!!! I hope you all have a fantastic day with your family and friends, and that you have all been good this year LOL. Hopefully you got what you wanted from "Santa" ;) and that you will have nice food and gathering with friends and family. I had a pretty good day, getting my presents in the morning and then going to church, because rememember that Jesus is the real reason we celebrate Christmas. Hense CHRISTmas. The Latin word, Mass = celebration. Hense; Christmas = the celebration of Christ. Just some background information for you haha. Anyways, enjoy your day and have fun celebrating and spending time with loved ones :) (btw, I'm working on some new graphics which will be up soon! Yay!!)
Monique(:
21/12/09 - Christmas spirit
TIME: 6.11pm MOOD: happy LOVING: relaxing
Hey guys, I think you probably already noticed but I just made and added a Christmas Layout to the site. :) I really hope you like it, I made it all by myself and I think it came out well. Please tell me what you think. Its only 4 days until Christmas and it really is beginning to feel like it too. With all our Christmas decorations around the house, the christmas shows on tv and wrapping christmas presents. I cant wait its going to be a good day. But don't forget the real meaning of Christmas, when Jesus was born. :)
Monique(:
19/12/09 - Summer Break
TIME: 4.46pm MOOD: relaxed LOVING: holidays
Hey guys, its finally summer holidays and I am so excited! I've already been busy and we've only been out of school for four days. I went to a party because 2 of my friends are leaving the state, which actually isn't good news at all, quite sad actually. I'm going to miss them so much. :( Well, hopefully whatever happen's we'll still keep in touch and stay friends. Well yesterday, I went to the city with some other of my friends and we had fun walking around and seeing the sights, havent been in a while so it was good. Well and today and for the next few weeks I think I will be at home relaxing and enjoying my holidays. Going out in the sun and doing absolutely nothing, its quite fun actually lol. Plus its getting even closer to Christmas, only 6 days away! Can't wait for that either.
Monique(:
13/12/09 - Counting Down
TIME: 10.04am MOOD: happy LOVING: weekend
Hello everyone. I'm counting down to the end of school, as theres only two more days left after the weekend before the hoidays! I need a break from everything, from my complicated life and have some time to relax, have fun and do whatever I feel like! Plus, I'm also counting down to Christmas and the New Year. I cant believe a whole new year just flew past so fast that its unbelieveable! 2010 is on its way and I'm going into Year 10. There are many reasons I dont wanna go into year 10, such as the School Certificate, studying, more working, and I'm sure there will be plenty of friendship problems as the year goes along and more groups change. But there are many good things about next year which I am excited about, such as my Sweet 16th, more freedom, learning to drive, and my school Formal. :) But at the moment, I cant wait till holidays which are just around the corner, plus its summer which makes these the best holidays of the year, going swimming, hanging with friends, the beach and I just hate cold weather lol. Cant wait.
Monique(:
6/12/09 - No Programs
TIME: 4.21pm. MOOD: hot (as in weather :P ) LOVING: nothing
Hey guys, I must say I'm sorry for my complaining about my ex so much, just had to let it out some how. Hope you dont mind. PLus I'm sorry for the lack of updates as well. But, sadly, my school took back our laptops for the holidays so they can put on new software and all that crap so I dont have all my good mac programs until February next year :'( Anyways, I did manage to make a new layout using paint again, featuring Selena Gomez. Sorry if its a bit late. What do you think of it? The background of the banner is indeed a pre-made from a site I saved ages ago. But I think the CSS and the way I put the pictures on came out well. I also made a matching link button which I am infact very proud of. I think that did come out very well, I added it to the link button page because I think you guys can use it after this month too.
Monique(:
5/12/09 - He Pressed Rewind
TIME: 5.30pm. MOOD: tired LOVING: my ex-boyfriend
Just over a week since the break-up and things are going pretty well. I have healed from my crying sessions and have looked at the bright side of this situation. We have been hanging out so much lately, like I said in my last blog. Its almost like he pressed rewind because its excactly how it was before, except we love each other so much and flirt. I went to my friend's birthday party and my Ex was there of course. We spent most of the night together which was great. But our friends were telling us that we should get back together which I did secretly agree on, but didnt say anything. Later on we played truth or dare, and I was dared to kiss my ex on the cheek. I asked him a few times whether he would let me, but he kept changing subject and saying 'we just broke up'. I know that the girl who dared us was just trying to make it awkward for us. But my ex just shrugged when I asked him if he'd let me, so I did. I loved it, it brought back so many memories of what we used to do. But also it made me love him even more, when later when I told him sorry and hoped that he didnt mind. All he replied was with he didnt mind, and thankyou. Yes, it is hard being best friends with the guy you love, and knowing you cant go a step further, even if he loves you back. But if this is what he wants, as long as he's happy, I should be too.
Monique(:
1/12/09 - Confusion
TIME: 10.22am. MOOD: sad LOVING: my ex-boyfriend
Well its been almost week since my boyfriend broke up with me and yes, I have been crying myself to sleep. But I am majorly confused because its not awkward (which is good) but he has been hanging out with me and my friends so much, I've been spending so much time with him and he's been on msn everyday. We're spending more time with each other now than the last 2 months of us going out. This is just like it used to be before and during the first few months when we went out. Of course, its making me love him even more, knowing that I can't have him. But what confuses me is that when we've been speaking about our break up is that I told him that I missed him and still loved him... and he still feels the same about me. He still loves me, isnt it worth the risk? Now I dont know what will happen, but he does have a point that it might ruin everything, but we're still flirting and everything like when we first went out, but we're just not hugging or kissing. We both agree that we're Best friends, that love each other, a lot. But he just wants us to be best friends, like we are now, so I'm just going to have live with it. Ive tried to convince him about three times that we should go back out, but he likes the way it is as friends. But he also wishes that I'll be happy, even if its not with him.
25/11/09 - The End
TIME: 5.34pm. MOOD: upset LOVING: my ex-boyfriend
Why do all good things have to come to an end? Yes, my boyfriend broke-up with me today. :( I finally had to guts to speak to him today about what was on my mind. I told him that I had to be honest with him, that I didnt like how he would run off and we didnt get to spend any time together anymore. He told me he was sooo sorry but he would rather stay friends. He told me, it wasn't because he didnt like me anymore, it was because he didnt wanna ruin our friendship. Yes, we were like best friends before we went out, and he was worried that if we broke up later down the track we would never speak again, like other people in our grade. I then gave him a big hug and told him I understood and after lunch was over, I pulled my best girl friend to the bathroom with me as I cried and she comforted me. I also told my mum when I got home and I cried as she gave me advice and talked to me about how I'm only 15 and have a whole life to get to know different boys. Well five and a half months is a very long time to be going out with someone in my grade, and I am happy it got that far, maybe he didnt wanna be tied down to one person for too long I dont know. But all I know is that its over, and hopefully it wont be awkward at school. I don't regret going out with him, we shared a beautiful kiss, and this has been the best five and a half months of my life so far.
Monique ):
21/11/09 - Break-Away
TIME: 12.31pm. MOOD: exhausted LOVING: not sure
Hey everyone, I apologize for not updating for not updating in over a week, but I have just come home from a short holiday at the beach! Sorry I didnt let you guys know, I kinda forgot sorry. Well we went to the Gold Coast in Queensland for a week which was fun. It was really hot weather which was good for the beach. Plus, we went to three of the worlds, Movie World, Sea World and Wet n Wild World. They were so much fun. But the best thing about my holiday was a break from school! I am sick and tired of school, I needed time off from it. Im sick of work, friends, being excluded, ignored, assignments, stressing out, my boyfriend fading away (It's getting closer to 6 months too, and I know I need to talk to him, but I got no time alone with him anymore plus he's never on msn), being lied to and deceived, I'm just sick of it all! So that holiday with my family was time to break-away and relax and not stress about anything, to free my mind... but I really really dont want to go back on Monday.
Monique(:
10/11/09 - Worth the Read
TIME: 4.01pm. MOOD: happy LOVING: my boyfriend
Hey guys, I know I havent updated in ages, but I think you'll be happy to know that I added a new read to the Visitor page. It's a very very touching story that my friend found on this website and I just had to share with you guys. Please go check it out, its a really good read. It's called 'I love her but I'm too shy and I don't know why." I know it might sound sappy and another one of those useless reads about people's lives, but trust me, its not. Its definately worth the read!!! So please check it out, it brought tears to my eyes and the emotions of hope, love and loss at the same time... very beautiful story but sad at the same time. What I learned from this is to take a risk because later down the track you probably will regret NOT taking that risk...
Monique(:
31/10/09 - Impressive
TIME: 6.12pm. MOOD: happy LOVING: the layout
Oh my Gosh! Hey guys, do you like the new layout? I absolutely love it!! Not to sound up-myself or anything, but I made this layout all by myself!! No help at all, I am so proud of myself with making this impressive layout. I've been doing a lot of experimenting with this new program Gimp I have on my school mac computer and it is a really really good program. It makes so much more professional graphics than Paint does (well any program is better than Paint haha). But I am so proud of how much my skills have improved over the last year. I'm still learning a lot, but I'm pretty satisfied with this layout featuring my favourite band Paramore. But I am in love with this layout, probably the best one I've made by myself so far. What do you think of it?
Monique(:
31/10/09 - Wrong Country
TIME: 6.24pm. MOOD: bored LOVING: my boyfriend
Hey guys, Happy Halloween. For all you people out there who actually celebrate it, hope you had fun. Well down here in Australia, we don't celebrate it. Some people do go Trick or Treating, but thats just such a pain with people knocking on our doors. Down here, we believe its a silly and pointless activity. Why celebrate the dead? I'm sorry if I offend any of you in any way, I am sorry. But the people knocking on our doors have got the wrong country. I guess some little kids see it in movies and get sucked into it all and want to do it too, but my parents have always taught me that it's an American thing.
Monique(:
25/10/09 - Maybe it's exciting?
TIME: 7.36pm. MOOD: tired LOVING: my boyfriend
Hey guys, guess what I just did? I made new graphics! I know its only 2, but I havent added any in ages, so this is good haha. Well I added 2 Desktop wallpapers for you to use, hope you check them out. One features Zac Efron, and its a very nice picture of him if I do say so myself, and Mary-Kate Olsen, which is a very different type that I did, I experimented. I spent the day studying for exams and doing an assignment with my friend who came over, even though it was work it was still pretty funny. We went out to the shops beforehand and we sat at a coffee shop for a bit first off. My friend: whats this? Me: looks like salt and pepper. My friend: in a coffee shop? Me: OHH, its raw sugar and white sugar. ROFL. Good times. Anyways, I know this blog is the most randomest one I've posted in a while, probably not that exciting, maybe it is?
Monique(:
20/10/09 - The Drifter
TIME: 4.58pm. MOOD: tired LOVING: my boyfriend
Hello everyone who's actually bothering to read my blog these days. I know I'm not that interesting. Well I went back to school yesterday. Nothing exciting I'll tell you that. It feels like I didnt even have holidays!! Back to the same routine is driving me mad, I'm sick of everything! Friends, school work, assignments, early mornings, hot weather, siblings, being ignored etc. My friend's are hardly talking to me anymore. I hang out with a massive group of people, mostly guys, and no-one is talking to me anymore. I'm just standing there at the edge of the group being ignored, even my best friend is hardly speaking to me, she's more popular than me so everyone is there to talk to her, well thats what my guess is. I'm the type of person you call a 'Drifter'. I dont have a fixed group, I dont have a best friend I dont think, so I dont stay in one place for too long. Since my group is so massive, there are smaller groups within it, and I drift from group to group all the time. Plus me and my boyfriend havent spoken much either, sadly. I miss him so much, I havent spoken to him all holidays and we've hardly had a proper conversation recently. He's the only one who talks to me these days, probably because I dont involve enough in other group conversations, but everyone changes... and I'm not really needed in my 'best' friend's convos anymore...
Monique(:
15/10/09 - Ready to go Back
TIME: 11.24am. MOOD: bored LOVING: my boyfriend
hey guys, Its about Halfway through the month again. I still cant believe how fast time has been going, it only felt like a few days ago I was making this layout, or opening the site for a matter of fact haha. Well my holidays are almost over, only four more days to go. I dont wanna go back to school, but I kind of do, mainly because I miss my boyfriend so much. I cant explain how much I miss him. Its kinda scary about how much I love him too, four months later I'm even more in love with him that I was before. Me and my friends went to the movies yesterday and it wasnt that exciting actually. We saw 'Couples Retreat' and it was an alright movie, and an alright afternoon. But my boyfriend couldn't go coz he went away for this week so I cant even talk to him on msn. Thats mainly why it wasnt as good day as I expected because I could'nt snuggle up and kiss him in the cinema haha. Well only four more days till next term and it was so good to have a break but now I think I'm ready to go back to school, just not ready for the piles of homework and assignments I know are coming.
Monique(:
8/10/09 - A Year Online
TIME: 11.55am. MOOD: tired LOVING: my boyfriend
Hello everyone, I cant believe how fast time has gone! Electrical-Silence has been online for a whole Year! Happy 1st birthday! I know I started out great and updating often but recently yes I have been slacking off a bit with the updates but I'm a very busy girl lol. But I've noticed that I have improved heaps over the last year in my graphics skills and CSS which I am proud of. This site has lasted longer than any other site I've owned haha. Hope that it stays up much longer. I've put a lot of effort into this one and hope I keep updating.
Monique(:
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