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20/12/10 - CLOSED but open for graphic use

TIME: 7.08pm MOOD: content LOVING: nothing
 Yes its true, I am closed. I can't tell you guys how sorry I am. I really am. I have neglected this site, haven't updated for about 4 months, and broke that promise on a new layout. I'm sorry. But I will keep all content open for you guys to look at, and the graphics are still here if you would like to use them. I will just no longer be updating. I know, the usual excuses, I'm busy. But another thing is that I have indeed, lost interest. Yes, it does happen eventually, it happens to all of us. But I am proud that this site has come a long way, and that I have improved in my skills and made some great affilites. I have enjoyed talking to everyone and getting to know you guys, at the same time learning myself about web and graphics design. I am glad that my site has been active for about 2 years now, which is amazing. The longest I have ever kept a site open for. So this is good bye, but I won't say forever, because some time within the next few years, I might decide to re-open or make a new site, if I am inspired (or bored enough) to do so lol. Again, this site will open for graphic use, but not active for communications. Thank you so much for making this a great site, and liking my work, and willing to talk to me.
Monique(:

21/8/10 - Pacific Time

TIME: 10.15am MOOD: tired LOVING: my boyfriend
 Geez I am terribly sorry. I haven't posted or updated in like a whole month. Well I have to admit, I was a bit lazy at the beginning of the month, plus I had school work. But for the last couple of weeks I was on holidays in Fiji. It was so nice to have a good old break from everyday life. I seriousley needed one. I dont know if I'm over-reacting or I really am over all the school crap. But I know I dont want to go back on Monday. I had fun. I'm still lost in pacific time at the moment, a bit jetlagged. But it was fantastic. Not a 5 star hotel, it was just a resort on a very remote island, nothing too special but it was nice to get away from life. No phone, computers or tv, and just having a nice warm time at the beach and by the pool, went climbing up the mountain and relaxed. Had a few stressful moments where I was brought back to thinking about my problems, but I brushed them aside. Well, I promise in the next few days I will have the August layout up. I know half the month is over and I'm sorry, I'm a bit behind haha.
Monique(:

27/7/10 - Decisions, decisions

TIME: 7.55am MOOD: tired LOVING: my boyfriend
 Well have I been busy or what? I have 4 Assignments, and 2 Tests due next week and I am so stressed out! They dont give us enough notice, and when they do sadly I am a procrastinator which is a habit I really need to get out of as I get so stressed a week before everything's due. After this week I'll be stress-free, but in the mean time I have to study and do work, which is something I dont like doing in my own time, I suck at it, a lot of effort. I know, thats a bad attitude to have but I would rather do other things. Besides all this, choosing my future is here. I still have 3 weeks to pick all my classes for years 11 and 12. Its so hard deciding what I want to be. All these courses, TAFE things, electives, pathways, Universities, its closer than you think. Quite scary actually. I'm only 16, I only feel like a child, but its these difficult decisions that upset me. So many choices so little time. I know that I dont need to pick my future right now but I do need to have an idea of what I like and what I want to do. I do have some ideas but only God knows where I will end up, and hopefully I'll end up somewhere that I love.
Monique(:

24/7/10 - What an great experience

TIME: 8.39am MOOD: tired LOVING: my boyfriend
 I am dead tired right now, and extremely sore. I had my 2 musical performances Thursday and Friday night which was fun, but tiring. I cant believe its over. 2 terms working on it, seeing it start out bad and then on that stage last night with lights, sets, costumes, no mistakes, it was just amazing. So much fun, and I'm glad the audiences liked it. I was so tired yesterday morning, and then I had to go do sport and train for cross country, at first period, at 8.30 in the morning. The icy air killed my throat and it was sore all day, thankfully it didnt go all weird during my performance, but now my whole body aches because we had to do all these fitness tests too. Bad timing I guess to do it a few hours before the final performance. I stuffed up one of my lines, sadly. But hopefully no-one noticed because I stayed in character and projected all the rest of my lines perfectly. Amazing how fast the past 6 months has gone. The first musical the school put on was a success, I had a load of fun, learnt new stuff and hopefully, showed people what I can do. Everyone thinks I'm just a quiet girl in class who hates public speaking. I do, I hate speeches. But this is different, this is acting, and I find it a lot easier, strangely enough, to act in front of an audience, especially when there are lights because you cant see their faces lol. So hopefully (despite my mistake) people think of me differently and thought I was good. It was an amazing experience, different to the usual performances I'm used to and I'd love to do it again. And now I need to spend the next term focussing on my school work for my Year 10 School Certificate in Term 4. Oh, and I dont know where I'm going to fit in time to study for my driving test.
Monique(:

14/7/10 - So thanks

TIME: 5.48pm MOOD: content LOVING: eclipse
 "I kissed Bella....and she broke her hand....punching my face... It was just a misunderstanding." LOL. I saw Eclipse today. And that was the funniest line in the whole movie, even though its not a comedy, it was very intense. But it was a really good movie, much better than the first 2 I must say. I've been very busy in the last few days. I went shopping and got my favourite perfume finally. It was on special so I got some, so I wont need to keep going back to get samples all the time lol. I love Mariah Carey - Luscious Pink. I also got a haircut, and had my school musical rehearsals. It was alright, kinda felt like school as I spent all day there and it was kinda boring, because I'm not on the stage all the time. But I suppose it was good as we're more organised now, performance next week. Oh and did I mention I got myself a new boyfriend last week too? He's from my church which means I only see him once or twice a week at church or youth group. Kinda sucks, but I suppose he wont suffocate me lol. And I feel like I should thank my ex boyfriend for hurting me again. Honestly, he did nothing after 2 weeks when I said I liked him. Even though he said he kinda liked me, he made me realise that I was wasting my time with him and that I do indeed deserve better as I was not going to get back with him. Made me open my eyes and realise that it was clear that I did like this guy from church and he liked me back and I should stop chasing someone who wont catch me. I thought I liked my ex because he showed some interest in me, but I didnt really like him, just the idea of getting back with him made me like him, remembering all the great times we had. But there are so many great memories in the future that I should enjoy and not miss.
Monique(:

6/7/10 - My Plans

TIME: 7.03am MOOD: bored LOVING: holidays
 Its finally holidays!! Yes its not summer holidays like I'd like it to be, but winter holidays is good enough. I seriousley need a good long break. Even though I have like 3 assignments to do these holidays, which I am procrastinating on, and I know I shouldn't, but why do they make us do school work when its meant to be a break? That's what I've always wondered. Well apart from that, I have a very busy and exciting holiday to look forward to. I'm going to see Toy Story 3 and Eclipse with my friends this week and going shopping, and just hanging out. Thats the best part of holidays, seeing your friends outside of school. I'm also getting a haircut. I want to grow it, but I want to get a different styled fringe because I'm sick of the same of hairstyle year after year. I have a front fringe so I want to try a thicker side swept fringe, kind of like a side fringe but still coveres my full forehead, so I'm pretty excited about something new. I'm also really excited for the end of the year, because we got our Year 10 formal invitations!! I'm already looking at dress ideas, but my mum doesnt want anything too expensive and I dont have much money since I don't have a job yet so I really cant pitch in. So I'm looking for cheaper but nice dresses in some formal shops. I'm thinking of hiring one, that would save at least $100. But apart from these plans, its just me relaxing and isolating myself, incase you dont remember previous posts, Im not a very social person haha, I can be at times, but not all the time. Sometimes we do just need to be alone.
Monique(:

1/7/10 - Hiding Away

TIME: 4.43pm MOOD: embarrassed LOVING: nothing
 Happy 1st of July!! I hope you like the new layout I've put up for this month. It features Demi Lovato. If you remember, I used her as my second layout of the site a long time ago. Really bad layout that one was haha, but I've improved and I think this one is nice and simple. Not too complicated, simple colours and a nice blending of images, not any brushes, but I think its effective. What do you think? So, you're probably wondering what the name of this entry has to do with anything. Well today was the most humiliating afternoon in a long time. I'm sure me and all the other dancers felt the same, but it was especially hard for me. We had to perform a dance from the school musical in front of the entire school in assembly today. Quite embarrassing as the soon as we walked on, the popular girl and sl*t laughed at the top of her lungs, setting me off straight away. I'm no dancer, I just did this for fun so it was quite bad. People said we were out of time, and when we were done the year 10s booed at us. I'm in year 10 and I am being judged not on this but everything, so it was so humiliating. Especially because I was right next to where my class was sitting and people were murmuring while looking at me. I want to die, no joke. My friends made fun of me too, my friends!? I thought they'd support me. They'll probably forget by tomorrow, but I just had to let this out somewhere. For some reason its so much easier to perform infront of people I dont know, than people I do know. So much harder.
Monique(:

29/6/10 - No choice

TIME: 3.31pm MOOD: annoyed LOVING: 2 days till holidays
 Gosh am I over school or not!? I cant wait till holidays, only 2 more days! Even though my holidays are so busy, its way better than being at school, Im kind of sick of it, seriousley. Well I'm kinda annoyed now at my ex boyfriend. Remember when I told you he kissed me on the cheek and said he still kinda liked me? Well its been over almost 2 weeks and still nothing. He got my hopes up high for what? Nothing. What annoys me is that he's still acting the same and talking to me normally, and flirting with other girls like usual, but hasn't mentioned anything at all to me about what happened. I give up. I've done all I can do, by finally telling him the truth. I'm not telling him again, its been up to him and he's done nothing. He obviously isnt interested enough in me, or he would have done or said something by now. I hate how guys just leave you hanging with a 'maybe, I kinda like you' for ages, but dont do anything about it. It just hurts me too much now. I cant let myself like him again. I need to do what I was doing all along, trying to get over him. I was a lot happier then. I need a distraction. I'm going insane stressing about all of this. I'm better off without him. The hard part is moving on. I have no choice, I need to. Thats all I seem to be doing lately... is moving on.
Monique(:

24/6/10 - If you had a wish?

TIME: 5.13pm MOOD: confused LOVING: nothing
 Well aren't I confused. As hard as I try to convince myself that I am over my ex boyfriend. I am not. Its been 4 months and I'm not over him. I thought I was, but I have to admit to myself that I am, even if I shouldn't, its been too long. He confused me too. He asked me if I still liked him, I said no. Only because I felt like I should be over him, and well he probably doesnt still like me, so I just wanted to convince myself that Im not. But then he hugged me randomly and gave me a kiss on the cheek and left. I got really upset and man I wished I had told the truth and not lied about my feelings. I felt bad, and I just had to tell him the truth, so that night I told him on msn that I lied. And he said that he honestly didnt know how he felt. Some part of him still did, but some part doesnt. This all happened a week ago. We still havent spoken about what happened in person, or even on msn since I told him the truth. Well I've done all I can, he now knows how I feel and well I can't really do anything else. Yes, its gone nowhere, but if something was to happen (which I doubt it) it will be up to him. Im just worried, as we're talking normally like nothing happened, and well its almost like nothing did. I still wished I said yes. Im still wondering if anything would be any different if I did. If I had a wish, I'd wish to have gone back, and said yes. If you had 1 wish to go back in time what would you do?
Monique(:

16/6/10 - Only 2 weeks to go

TIME: 8.49pm MOOD: content LOVING: pandas
 Well only 2 more weeks of school left, I cant wait till holidays! Only 2 weeks till I can sleep in till noon, have hot chocolate with marshmallows while watching DVDs and just chilling on the computer with music. Then theres parties, movie outings, and shopping. Oh and sadly, assignments. I thought the point of a holiday was for a break, not more school. Oh well, its a fairly easy one, just for Photography which isnt too bad. So the school musical is coming along now, yeah I completely suck at dancing but well I only did musical for acting, and I didnt get a part. But finally the teacher approaches me and tells me that there is a small part in 1 scene that I could do, and of course I accepted. Finally. Im so excited, yeah its not much but its better than nothing, I actually get to speak now, which means she obviousley thinks I have some sort of talent, at least.
Monique(:

8/6/10 - Be an Individual

TIME: 4.20pm MOOD: annoyed LOVING: Degrassi
 Don't you just dislike people that look down on you? People who think they're above you, just because they're more popular and "cooler" than you. It really annoys me that they treat you like you're nothing, make you feel worthless. Some people like me may not be as cool as them, but at least they're not a clone and are their own individual. They're not afraid to be a freak and I dont care what people think of them. But if we do something "weird", why are we looked down on? But if one of "them" did it, it would be cool. All these stereotypes these days are really pathetic. Why can't everyone just be equal? But I suppose all these things dont really matter in the long run, because these clones who spend their life doing what others want them to do, or are afraid of what people think will not be happy or get what they want in the end. Their lives revolve around being looked up to. Wow the pressures they must have to deal with deep inside. To be honest, it is a lot more fun being looked down on. Yes tough at times, but we will be the happy, successful and strong ones who will have a good life filled with things that we want. What I'm trying to say is don't let those type of people make you feel worthless and nothing, because you're not, they are the ones that try too hard to please everyone around them to be one of the "it" crowd. Be an individual.
Monique(:

1/6/10 - Good day

TIME: 6.28pm MOOD: bored LOVING: Blood Red Shoes - band
 Hello everyone, Its now June! Gosh is it just me or is time just going by so quickly??Half the year gone. And now its winter over here in Australia. Nice and cold, rainy weather, which I love.. NOT! Well, I have put up the June layout featuring Gossip Girl with the New York theme. Its all made my me and I hope you guys like it. I would also ask you to remember to vote for me in Sparkling-Dreams SOTM as well :) The link is above and on the side bar, just go to her SOTM page to vote. Thanks. Well yesterday I went to my friends bowling party which was quite fun actually. Went shopping afterwards and so many hilarious moments to remember lol. And at church last night I got the longest hug from the guy I like. Seriousley, he's like 'I missed you so much' and gave me the longestttt hug I've ever had hehe. According to him I'm his sister haha, I think he likes some other girl, but I dont care, because he makes me feel so special especially after all the hard break-ups O've had lately. So another pretty good day I must say. This week's been out of the ordinary.
Monique(:

23/5/10 - Change of emotion

TIME: 3.32pm MOOD: excited LOVING: school musical
 Terribly sorry for not updating. :( Got so much studying and assignments to do! But, onto the good news, I'm quite excited actually. Firstly, I'm getting my braces OFF next month! Woo! Cant wait, I thought I'd never hear him say it lol. Second, I got a small part in my school musical. I was just doing dancing because I didnt get a main role, but the teacher approached me yesterday and told me that they had a small part available (only 1 scene). But of course I said yes, thats 1 scene more than before, plus I get to speak! Oh and lastly, I'm starting to talk with my ex more! Well, more like my ex ex, the boyfriend before my ex boyfriend if that makes sense lol. He has a new girlfriend now though, so does my last ex boyfriend.. all in the same week actually, which really got me emotional because it was too much for me to handle, especially if I'm still getting over him, and its strange seeing him with some other girl as I was with him for so long. But, that was last week.. and I've gotten used to it. And we had a 10 minute conversation today on msn, which is good. It felt like there was a barrier of ice between us for months.. and I think its slowly melting. I havent had any good days lately, so this was a real change of emotion for me, even if its not too much. But more good news than I've had in ages so yeah.
Monique(:

10/5/10 - Sleepless Nights

TIME: 3.28pm MOOD: hyper LOVING: music
 Not much is happening at the moment, just had a crazy day at lunch today with the friends, so im a bit hyper haha. But otherwise pretty boring. My half-yearly tests are coming up soon, which means studying. Thats why I havent really updated lately, been doing school work, which I hate, but have to do, sadly. Had a hard time sleeping last night, got kept up by my thoughts again. I hate it. If i think of 1 small thing, it floods my mind and I think of heaps of other things and its just a chain-reaction that never stops, which gets me all worked up and emotional. Does anyone know any calming techniques? Or meditating ideas? Cause I always have trouble sleeping because of this. I hate it.
Monique(:

2/5/10 - New Month New Layout

TIME: 5.45pm MOOD: happy LOVING: Pandas
 New month, means new layout! This one is quite different from my previous ones, and I think the banner came out quite well. This layout features my favourite band, The Academy Is.... I hope you like this layout for May. I cant believe how fast time is going, I know I say this often, but its already May, five months into the year, nearly half the year. Gone, just like that. Its Crazy! I swear life is flying by too fast. I dont want to grow up yet, I like being this age, I know its the most dramatic years of someone's life is in their teen years, but I am seriously not ready to go out into the real world just yet. Scary stuff out there. I remember when I was younger I said days like these were far far away, but not really. Its actually quite close. I think I'm going to just enjoy myself as much as I can now, you're only young once. Make the most of the time I have now before its all gone in a blink. Hard to think of my life in the future, but hopefully it'll be wonderful.
Monique(:

27/4/10 - SOTM

TIME: 4.18pm MOOD: happy LOVING: Bullet for my Valentine
 Hello everyone, how are you? Just a short update today because I'm extremely busy. Okay, the April SOTM winners have been announced, which means that places are open for May competitors! So if you would like to participate in my May SOTM, Apply now! Go to the SOTM page and follow the instructions :) Also, dont forget about the other comps that I have available, such as the guess the song, guess the celeb and what am i thinking. Yep, this is all I need to say haha. Oh, dont forget to vote for me in Sparkling-Dream's SOTM too, it would be appreciated thanks. :) I cant believe its only the second week of school and I have so many assignments already, well thats Yr 10 for ya. I cant wait till its over, and I cant wait for the formal at the end of the year..
Monique(:

22/4/10 - No-one mourns the Wicked

TIME: 8.09pm MOOD: bored LOVING: Wicked
 Well I went back to school a couple days ago, it sucks, it really does. Plus I just realised I have 2 assignments due next week that I havent even started yet :/ Yes, theres never any break for assignments even on the first week back. But the only thing good about this week... and maybe even this term (coz school is boring as crap), was seeing Wicked yesterday!! It was an excursion for the school musical people and it was awesome! We went to the city (Sydney where I am haha) and saw the Live stage show during school hours and it was absolutely amazing! I loved it and the songs were brilliant! Plus the hot guy Milzy from Australian Idol was Fiyero. In case you dont know what Wicked is, its a broadway musical about the witches before the Wizard of Oz. It is also the backstory on how and why everything happened, and what happened behind the scenes during the Wizard of Oz. It was incredible. I will never look at The Wizard of Oz the same again!
Monique(:

13/4/10 - Halfway there

TIME: 10.22pm MOOD: tired LOVING: music
 Hello everyone, well half the holidays are over! I'm really enjoying my holidays, movie marathons, chilling, shopping and doing nothing :) I really dont want to go back to school, I'm perfectly happy at home. I'm over school for good, only 2 more years to go! But I bet when that time comes I'll be wishing it didnt end... coz time goes fast these days. Im just over the work and friendship/boy problems and school is so stressing. Driving me insane. Suppose I'd better enjoy the half of holidays I have left. Didnt want to go out with friends this holidays, well one day I was busy and the other well, I just dont want to go. My ex is there and whats annoying me is how close we are. Yes I'm loving how we're still friends and we can talk for hours and how much he makes me smile, but I cant keep being drawn closer to him if I'm meant to get over him.. I cant do that if we're always close. Its just a bit hard at the moment, but I think I'm moving on a bit now which is good, but I bet you when I go back to school and see his smile, how far I've come will be wasted. All I seem to be doing these days is moving on :/
Monique(:

4/4/10 - Merry Easter

TIME: 1.09pm MOOD: refreshed LOVING: chocolate :P
 Why be like everyone else? Merry Easter everyone :P Hope you've had a fantastic holiday and time with family and friends, eating chocolate and just having fun! Dont forget the real meaning of Easter though, when Jesus died and rose again to save us from our sins to have eternal life! :) He gave up his life for us, he payed for our sin and was nailed to the cross. But never fear, he rose back to life and went into heaven where he will meet us when our time passes. :) Now, I am really excited to say that I have added new graphics to the site as well!! I know its been literally forever but I've been busy and lazy, but now that its holidays I've had plenty of time to do some graphics making. So I have added a new Miley Cyrus wallpaper, a Miley and Ashley Tisdale celeb blend (I deleted the old crappy Paint ones haha) and added a Jessica Alba celeb edit as well. Hope you like them and use them :)
Monique(:

2/4/10 - quick update

TIME: 12.15pm MOOD: relieved LOVING: holidays
 Hello people of the internet world. I have just put up the April layout. I really hope you like it, I worked really hard on the banner for this one. It features Bella and Edward from Twilight, but I'm sure you figured that out anyway. Love or hate them? Either way, I hope you like the layout anyway. I know its a really old photoshoot of them, the first one they did but I still think the banner's quite effective, something different and I am proud of myself because my graphics skills are improving heaps. I also made a matching link button, which I havent done since January, yeah I was a bit lazy, forgive me haha. Yeah its not the best link button I've done but it was the best I could do for this layout this month. Well its Friday today, Good Friday. I went to church this morning to hear about how Jesus died on the cross to save us from our sins. Whoever believes in him will have eternal life.
Monique(:

1/4/10 - Yay for sleep-ins!

TIME: 3.17pm MOOD: unsure LOVING: holidays
 Finally its holidays! And I dont mean April Fools, I rekon thats just for the little kiddies who enjoy laughing at someone believing them that their shoe-lace is un-tied. What I mean is 2 weeks break is just what I really do need. I need to relax, sleep, not worry about anything and isolate myself! I'm sick of everyone and everything, I need to be by myself and just hide from the world. Incase you didnt know, my boyfriend broke-up with me... :'( There was too much sh*t going on in his life and he just needed time to cool down, and doesnt want me to get hurt. Well guess what buddy, I already am. Well I suppose its not as bad as my other break-ups, because this guy actually makes an effort to keep me in his life.. even just as a friend, which is good. Good that we're not enemies, but kind of annoying because I cant get over him if we're just like before. I do like how we're still talking, but I just need to focus my own thinking time away from him instead of about him. But I guess like all break-ups, I miss him holding me in his arms and our long conversations that we never get bored of.. I'm just glad that I can have 2 weeks of doing nothing in particular, but go out, have fun, be alone and sleep.
Monique(:

24/3/10 - 1 week left

TIME: 8.10pm MOOD: annoyed LOVING: my boyfriend
 1 week left of school until holidays! I cant wait!! School is really getting on my nerves. Theres soo many assignments, I have 3 due next week and ive only started 1 of them, its crazy! But I suppose it'll get worse later on in the year when I have to study for my Year 10 Certificate, so not looking forward to 2 weeks of exams.. But I suppose if I dont do it I wont be able to finish year 10 :/ I guess I'm just too lazy and have a serious case of CBF anymore, even though this is the year that counts, if I want a job anyway... which I do. New topic now.. I am entered in a SOTM, so please vote for me, that would be really appreciated :) I'm also looking for some suggestions for what else I can add to the site.. so if you have any ideas of new stuff I can put up please shout out!
Monique(:

20/3/10 - Sometimes fails just happen

TIME: 6.02pm MOOD: weird LOVING: my boyfriend
 Hello everyone, I know its been forever since I've had a Site of the month.. but thats because the places werent being filled. But finally, voting has begun!! So please vote for your favourite site of April before the 25th of April. Good luck to all competitors! Now I'm sure you're wondering what my blog heading is about... well me and my boyfriend had the most biggest fail yesterday... kinda awkward. It was our first kiss. In the movies, he had his arm around me and I was leaning on his shoulder, which he tilted my head upwards for a kiss... I'm new at kissing, so I thought he was going to give me a peck on the lips... but boy was I wrong. His mouth was wide open for a pash, and I think you can guess what happened next... Fail. It was soo embarrassing, but the best I could do was laugh it off. I was completely stoned - but our third try was good. I dont think you wanna hear the details lol, but all I know is that sometimes fails happen and even though I feel like I wanna die in a hole at the awkwardness... we got it right eventually, and sometimes these things just happen.
Monique(:

15/3/10 - Church Camp

TIME: 9.10pm MOOD: tired LOVING: music
 Hey guys, Yeah I've been extra busy, can you believe how many assignments I have? I have 7! Seven!?? I know it might not seem like a lot to some people, but its the first time Ive been in year 10 and I'm not used to this many at once. Well I got about trhee done which is a good start. Also, I got back from Church Youth Camp! Now talk about a fun weekend. The last camp I went to was Year 7 at school, so this was a good change. I got to know so many new people that I havent spoken to before, and made plenty of new friends too, while learning about God, bush walking, playing ping pong, mad-ass trampolines, water slide, camp fires and water bomb fights!! I honestly didnt wanna go home, it was so fun, even though I'm exhausted. Not really looking forward to school tomorrow, but I suppose fun things like that do eventually end, but the memories wont.
Monique(:

4/3/10 - Jump in the deep end

TIME: 4.11pm MOOD: tired LOVING: my boyfriend :P
 Hey everyone, I hope you like the new layout. I think I did a good job on it, yes it all made by me, every bit of it! I made it all from scratch! I am proud that I put the effort in this month haha. I love Taylor Swift so I thought this would be a good change since I havent put her in any of my layouts yet. I like the colours too, but I just realised that the pinks and reds are more February for Valentines than March haha, oh well. Well things for me are actually looking better, first off I have a boyfriend. Yes I never thought I would get over my previous one.. to be honest I havent really, I think he's one of those guys who I will always love.. but yes its faded a lot, otherwise I wouldnt be going out with my current one which I really like a lot haha. :) He really makes me feel special, and he's not afraid to do it. I'm just so proud of myself to because I made it all happen, yes I took a massive risk. I told him I liked him - first.. before I knew who he liked. Which is when he said he will think about it over the weekend, which he did ask me out last Monday. :) What I learnt was that sometimes you do have to jump into the deep end - into the unknown and make things happen, with no fear, be fearless. Which funnily enough is the theme of my March layout lol. Its better to take the risk now than to regret what you didn't do later.
Monique(:

23/2/10 - Home Sick

TIME: 10.05am MOOD: tired LOVING: music
 Hey guys, yeah I'm home sick from school today, not feeling well at all. Just a bad cold and sore throat, but I'll probably have to go to school tomorrow. Well I suppose its a good thing because I have an in-class assessment task today and well, I'm not ready for it anyways, I suck at History and I need more time to study anyway, but I cant concentrate with this cold anyway. Last week, I auditioned for my school musical! Yes it was so exciting and fun, even if I was nervous to start off with because no-one really knows that I do like acting. People were surprised when they saw me because they always thought I was the shy girl, yes I was that girl - before. Not anymore haha. They said I was good, which I hope the teachers did too because I really want a main role, but I'm not exactly that good at singing or dancing though, and it is a musical. I just hope they figure something good out for me, this is the time to show everyone what I can do.
Monique(:

15/2/10 - Valentines Day

TIME: 8.25pm MOOD: happy LOVING: music
 Hello everyone, Happy Valentines Day. Who was lucky enough to get a Valentine? ;) Well for once I must say, I didnt have a bad day. I must say it was a pretty good Valentines day, for the first time in my life. I know it was Valentines day yesterday, but today was school, the day after Valentines. And I think I got my first Valentine!! :) Well this guy brought like heaps of flowers to school and gave to heaps of his friends that are girls, and I was one of them! He also gave me many hugs and a 'Happy Valentines Day'. Yes I kinda do like this guy, so I felt special. I kinda still like my ex too, but not as much coz we don't talk, its kinda dead, sadly. Plus its obvious that this other chick likes him, who knows what he thinks. So if he has moved on, I am too. For once, it wasn't a bad Valentines day and I actually feel loved, even if it may be only in a friend way, but someone cares enough to think of me.
Monique(:

9/2/10 - Overload

TIME: 7.45pm MOOD: tired LOVING: sleep
 Hey guys, how have you all been? Hows school? Well for me, school is just plain old school. Nothing exciting anymore, I have trouble getting out of bed now. I hate school. Everything's just happening all at once. My parents are bugging me to study everyday and do so well in school, I dont really fit in anymore with my friends now that my bestie moved, I drift too much and can't find my place, I still love my ex-boyfriend even though he has moved on, too much homework, stupid Valentines Day soon and I won't get a Valentine, again, and all this talk about my future and how its an adult's world now, and I'm not a kid anymore. I've had enough of school, too much of an overload and I just want to stay home. I want to be a kid, I dont want the pressures and stress of an adult and I dont want to study everyday and I feel like I have no-one to talk to anymore and I'm not in the mood for anything. I just want to hibernate and live in my own perfect world of thoughts.
Monique(:

1/2/10 - Layout Change

TIME: 7.06pm MOOD: happy LOVING: nothing much
 Hello everyone, Happy February! Plus a new month means a new layout! I hope you really like it, I know I do. Yes I was a bit lazy this month as I did not make the banner myself this time. But I think it looks fantastic of whoever did make it. I found it ages ago and kept it saved. It features the girls off the Aussie tv show H2O: Just Add Water. Incase you havent heard of it haha. But the CSS I did make myself, which I think looks great. I've also updated the past layouts page which I added this layout with my comments in detail. Hope you have a good month and a good start to the new school year. Just some friendly reminders, apply for SOTM (which still hasn't been filled since about a year ago.. so please apply). Also have fun and enter the competitions I have on my site too. I'm getting my school Mac laptop back in two weeks and I cant wait! Which means I will have good programs to play around with and hopefully produce some good new graphics soon!
Monique(:

29/1/10 - Back to School

TIME: 5.02pm MOOD: tired LOVING: friends
 Hey guys, Im sorry I havent updated or even posted a blog for more than a week, but my internet was stuffing up and needed to be fixed, and well now it obviousley has been, thank goodness. I cant live too long without it lol. Anyways, my new school year started today. The first day back was alright, we hardly did any work at all, mostly just having an assembly, sorting ourselves into our classes and having class talks, pretty good. My class is alright, not the greatest, but the best thing about today was seeing all my friends again. I know I saw most of them in the holidays but its good to spend time with them again. Geez I feel so old, Year 10 this year!! Only 2 more years of school left, not long. This years gonna be good, but also tough. I'm turning 16, get to learn to drive and my school formal!! But the not so good thing is the school work, I'll really need to focus because then I have my School Certificate in Term 4 :S But overall, I just hope its an even better year than last year.
Monique(:

19/1/10 - The Goodbyes

TIME: 12.29am MOOD: sad LOVING: Final Destination 3
 Hey guys, sadly the day has come where my bestie is moving far away. Two states away in fact. :( Yesterday, our whole group of friends went out to the shops to spend the day together and with my best friend before she leaves today. It was a fun say infact and we took heaps of photos together and had a massive group shot. Which is quite good because I wanted one to print out anyways. But at the end of the day when her mum came to pick her up, it was very sad when we had to say our goodbyes. Yes there was tears and plenty of hugging, we will all miss her so much, it wont be the same without her. But hopefully we'll be able to see her again soon. She promised she would find a way to come back down here in the holidays, hopeully she can. We've be through so much over the past year and a half, and she did my life. She was there when I had no-one at all (because I was bullied and alone), and I helped her when she needed support and time to settle in to our school (because she was new in 2008) plus with family issues. We'll never forget her and we'll all make a huge effort to try and keep her in our lives.
Monique:(

14/1/10 - The Beach

TIME: 10.57am MOOD: tired LOVING: the weather
 Hey, if you're on my site of the globe I hope you're enjoying your last few weeks of the holidays like I am. I got back from visiting the beach yesterday which was very fun indeed. Me and my family went up the coast where its even more sunnier than down here for 3 days that we spent at the beach. It was very nice and weather held up which was good. We also went to the water park which they had up there too. I went on plenty of water slides and stuff like that with my dad which was so much fun. Only 2 more weeks of the holidays till I go back to school, ick. I'm really enjoying the time I have to do whatever I want, relax and have fun with friends. Year 10 this year, so not looking forward to it, especially with my School Certificate too, eww. I'd better make sure I dont slack off during class and make sure I do lots of studying this year because the last thing I want to do is to fail, I want a good job. *sigh* Well I guess I'd better enjoy the last few weeks of break while I can. :)
Monique(:

7/1/10 - Finally an Outing

TIME: 9.18am MOOD: happy LOVING: nothing
 Hello, its already a week into the new year and its nothing too exciting. Only 3 weeks left of holidays before we go back to school, it better not go fast. I really don't want to go back yet, or for a long time. I like staying at home and doing nothing,its pretty fun and relaxing and theres no stress about school work or problems that go on with friends and stuff. Well I finally went out today with friends. We went to the movies and saw Lovely Bones, and then we went to the arcadetokens it wasnt funny, actually it was kind of funny but my bestie made him get her a Garfield toy with the tokens because everyone failed at getting her a Winnie the Pooh toy from the game machine haha. We also went into the photobooth and got some awesome edited photos, which was exciting because I've never been in there before, last time I was excluded by people who were supposed to be my friends, pfft. Well a good day it was today and sadly my bestie is moving in 2 weeks so we're going to have a party for her next week. :(
Monique(:

3/1/10 - Whats Open to Apply for & Whats Closed

TIME: 10.34am MOOD: happy LOVING: 2010
 Hey guys, hope you all had fantastic New Year! Hope you got your mind set on those resolutions and make 2010 the best year you've ever had!! So, I have added plenty of new updates and changes to the site that I havent done for a while. First off, things to apply for. There are spaces to be my sibling if you're interested, and go to the sibling apply page to read about that. Secondly, Requests! Yes I know they have been closed for a rediculousley long time, and since it's my Summer break I have a lot of free time so I thought I'd open them up again for you guys. Check the request page to see what I will make for you, it wont be everything I can do because some things are just a pain to make lol. Also, my SOTM. Now this has been open for applications for about 6 months now and no-one seems to be appying, maybe because I havent advertised it enough. Well at the moment, there are two spaces left and it doesnt take much to apply, but is worth entering. Dont forget all the fun actvities and competitions available in the Visitor section. Now the things that are closed is advertising.

1/1/10 - HAPPY NEW YEAR!

TIME: 12.56am MOOD: excited, but tired LOVING: New Year
 Happy New Year !!!! Wow, its finally 2010! 2009 was a great year full of memories I'll never forget, the good ones and the bad ones. But I want to make 2010 even better! Its a new year, so a new start! I want a year without fear. Hope you guys have enjoyed your last minutes of 2009 and are having a great time celebrating the new decade! Can't believe how fast time has gone, I feel so old. Plus, it feels really weird saying twenty ten, and writing /10 at the end of dates now lol. What were your New Year resolutions? Yeah I hardly stick to mine either lol, but its good to at least try, even if it gets tough sometimes lol. Mine was to be nicer to my sister, and to study well, because of my Year 10 Certificate this year :S. Well Good luck in the year to come and hope its a fantastic year full of new opportunities and a stack of new memories!
Monique(:

30/12/09 - New Years Eve Ideas

TIME: 11.26am MOOD: excited LOVING: Ashley Tisdale's new album
 Hey everyone, I hope you all like the new layout, I know I do. I made it all myself and I think it goes well with the whole party theme of New Years Eve, which is tomorrow! Which is why I decided to give you some fun ideas to keep you busy and to stock up on all those memories that you can come back to in the future! I hope you like them, and have fun doing them. :)
Idea 1: New Year Resolution:
You've probably already heard of this one, but its a great idea and can be fun for you. Think of how your life was this year and think of how you could change something about yourself that would benefit the future and make it better. It could be something simple like to eat healthier, to talk to your crush more often, or be nicer to your siblings. Or it could be some other things that might take a bit more effort like being nicer to your siblings or to focus and try harder at school. Write your resolution on a peice of paper, seal it up and hide it somewhere that you could open the following New Years eve and see if you actually kept it.
Idea 2: Letter to the Future:
This one might be fun for you guys. Write a note to yourself explaining who you are, what you currently like and dislike and how life is going for school, home, friends and basically a summary of your life this year. You could also write where you see yourself in a few years and what you predict your life will be like, with crushes, friends, if you got a job/career, hobbies and what you might acheive or anything else you think would happen. Then seal it up and give it to a friend or family member to post to you in about 2-5 years, or if you cant do that, just hide it somewhere in your room that you dont normally look and not be tempted to open it for at least 3 years. Remember the longer you wait, the more exciting and memorable it will be when you open it in a few years. Plus, you'll see how close or way off your guess was about how your life turned out.
Idea 3: Time Capsule:
You've probably heard of this one too, but its really really fun. Get an old shoe box and decorate it really nice with anything you'd like (remember to write a big 2009 on the top), and fill it with items that represent events or changes in the year. Like you could put in your school photo, a card made by your crush, cut-outs of your favourite celeb, your award for art at school, your favourite CD or DVD, a photo of your first sports presentation in the year, concert tickets to the concert you finally went to, an article in the newspaper with a special meaning, stuff like that. Make a vow not to open it until at least 3 years. Like I said before, the longer you wait, the more exciting and memorable it will be for you. Maybe open it on your Sweet 16, 18th or even 21st to make it even more exciting!
Idea 4: DVD of the Past:
Another great one to do is a DVD. Get a blank DVD, insert it into your computer and burn heaps of pictures that you took throughout the year, if it was pics of you or your friends BDay, your trip to the beach, your pet dog, you and your friends on the last day of school, stuff like that. Then put in some of your favourite songs of the year, your family's home videos and any other entertainment that has meaning to you fromthis year. Hide this away also and do not insert it back into your computer for at least 23 years for maximum enjoyment!
I really hope you enjoyed these ideas I decided to share with you! Happy New Year!
Monique(:

28/12/09 - Graphics Update

TIME: 11.07am MOOD: tired LOVING: the end of 09
 Hy guys, its almost the end of 2009 and close to the beginning of 2010! I cant believe how fast the year went already, but I must say that 2009 was the best year at high school for me, although there were/are still may issues that I wish would go away soon. Have you thought about your New Year resolutions will be for next year? Well, I think you'll be glad to know that I fnally added some new graphics! I know, I've been very lazy with my graphics updates, but I have been busy too. So I added two new graphics, a free layout featuring Joe Jonas from the Jonas Brothers which I think came out well, I like the CSS that I did. I also added an enter sign featuring Miley Cyrus too. I dont have my Mac computer on me at the moment, like I said before, which I have my good graphics program on, but I think these graphics are quite good anyway. Hope you check them out and use them.
Monique(:

25/12/09 - Merry Christmas

TIME: 5.09pm MOOD: excited LOVING: presents
 Hey everyone, Merry Christmas!!! I hope you all have a fantastic day with your family and friends, and that you have all been good this year LOL. Hopefully you got what you wanted from "Santa" ;) and that you will have nice food and gathering with friends and family. I had a pretty good day, getting my presents in the morning and then going to church, because rememember that Jesus is the real reason we celebrate Christmas. Hense CHRISTmas. The Latin word, Mass = celebration. Hense; Christmas = the celebration of Christ. Just some background information for you haha. Anyways, enjoy your day and have fun celebrating and spending time with loved ones :) (btw, I'm working on some new graphics which will be up soon! Yay!!)
Monique(:

21/12/09 - Christmas spirit

TIME: 6.11pm MOOD: happy LOVING: relaxing
 Hey guys, I think you probably already noticed but I just made and added a Christmas Layout to the site. :) I really hope you like it, I made it all by myself and I think it came out well. Please tell me what you think. Its only 4 days until Christmas and it really is beginning to feel like it too. With all our Christmas decorations around the house, the christmas shows on tv and wrapping christmas presents. I cant wait its going to be a good day. But don't forget the real meaning of Christmas, when Jesus was born. :)
Monique(:

19/12/09 - Summer Break

TIME: 4.46pm MOOD: relaxed LOVING: holidays
 Hey guys, its finally summer holidays and I am so excited! I've already been busy and we've only been out of school for four days. I went to a party because 2 of my friends are leaving the state, which actually isn't good news at all, quite sad actually. I'm going to miss them so much. :( Well, hopefully whatever happen's we'll still keep in touch and stay friends. Well yesterday, I went to the city with some other of my friends and we had fun walking around and seeing the sights, havent been in a while so it was good. Well and today and for the next few weeks I think I will be at home relaxing and enjoying my holidays. Going out in the sun and doing absolutely nothing, its quite fun actually lol. Plus its getting even closer to Christmas, only 6 days away! Can't wait for that either.
Monique(:

13/12/09 - Counting Down

TIME: 10.04am MOOD: happy LOVING: weekend
 Hello everyone. I'm counting down to the end of school, as theres only two more days left after the weekend before the hoidays! I need a break from everything, from my complicated life and have some time to relax, have fun and do whatever I feel like! Plus, I'm also counting down to Christmas and the New Year. I cant believe a whole new year just flew past so fast that its unbelieveable! 2010 is on its way and I'm going into Year 10. There are many reasons I dont wanna go into year 10, such as the School Certificate, studying, more working, and I'm sure there will be plenty of friendship problems as the year goes along and more groups change. But there are many good things about next year which I am excited about, such as my Sweet 16th, more freedom, learning to drive, and my school Formal. :) But at the moment, I cant wait till holidays which are just around the corner, plus its summer which makes these the best holidays of the year, going swimming, hanging with friends, the beach and I just hate cold weather lol. Cant wait.
Monique(:

6/12/09 - No Programs

TIME: 4.21pm. MOOD: hot (as in weather :P ) LOVING: nothing
 Hey guys, I must say I'm sorry for my complaining about my ex so much, just had to let it out some how. Hope you dont mind. PLus I'm sorry for the lack of updates as well. But, sadly, my school took back our laptops for the holidays so they can put on new software and all that crap so I dont have all my good mac programs until February next year :'( Anyways, I did manage to make a new layout using paint again, featuring Selena Gomez. Sorry if its a bit late. What do you think of it? The background of the banner is indeed a pre-made from a site I saved ages ago. But I think the CSS and the way I put the pictures on came out well. I also made a matching link button which I am infact very proud of. I think that did come out very well, I added it to the link button page because I think you guys can use it after this month too.
Monique(:

5/12/09 - He Pressed Rewind

TIME: 5.30pm. MOOD: tired LOVING: my ex-boyfriend
 Just over a week since the break-up and things are going pretty well. I have healed from my crying sessions and have looked at the bright side of this situation. We have been hanging out so much lately, like I said in my last blog. Its almost like he pressed rewind because its excactly how it was before, except we love each other so much and flirt. I went to my friend's birthday party and my Ex was there of course. We spent most of the night together which was great. But our friends were telling us that we should get back together which I did secretly agree on, but didnt say anything. Later on we played truth or dare, and I was dared to kiss my ex on the cheek. I asked him a few times whether he would let me, but he kept changing subject and saying 'we just broke up'. I know that the girl who dared us was just trying to make it awkward for us. But my ex just shrugged when I asked him if he'd let me, so I did. I loved it, it brought back so many memories of what we used to do. But also it made me love him even more, when later when I told him sorry and hoped that he didnt mind. All he replied was with he didnt mind, and thankyou. Yes, it is hard being best friends with the guy you love, and knowing you cant go a step further, even if he loves you back. But if this is what he wants, as long as he's happy, I should be too.
Monique(:

1/12/09 - Confusion

TIME: 10.22am. MOOD: sad LOVING: my ex-boyfriend
 Well its been almost week since my boyfriend broke up with me and yes, I have been crying myself to sleep. But I am majorly confused because its not awkward (which is good) but he has been hanging out with me and my friends so much, I've been spending so much time with him and he's been on msn everyday. We're spending more time with each other now than the last 2 months of us going out. This is just like it used to be before and during the first few months when we went out. Of course, its making me love him even more, knowing that I can't have him. But what confuses me is that when we've been speaking about our break up is that I told him that I missed him and still loved him... and he still feels the same about me. He still loves me, isnt it worth the risk? Now I dont know what will happen, but he does have a point that it might ruin everything, but we're still flirting and everything like when we first went out, but we're just not hugging or kissing. We both agree that we're Best friends, that love each other, a lot. But he just wants us to be best friends, like we are now, so I'm just going to have live with it. Ive tried to convince him about three times that we should go back out, but he likes the way it is as friends. But he also wishes that I'll be happy, even if its not with him.

25/11/09 - The End

TIME: 5.34pm. MOOD: upset LOVING: my ex-boyfriend
 Why do all good things have to come to an end? Yes, my boyfriend broke-up with me today. :( I finally had to guts to speak to him today about what was on my mind. I told him that I had to be honest with him, that I didnt like how he would run off and we didnt get to spend any time together anymore. He told me he was sooo sorry but he would rather stay friends. He told me, it wasn't because he didnt like me anymore, it was because he didnt wanna ruin our friendship. Yes, we were like best friends before we went out, and he was worried that if we broke up later down the track we would never speak again, like other people in our grade. I then gave him a big hug and told him I understood and after lunch was over, I pulled my best girl friend to the bathroom with me as I cried and she comforted me. I also told my mum when I got home and I cried as she gave me advice and talked to me about how I'm only 15 and have a whole life to get to know different boys. Well five and a half months is a very long time to be going out with someone in my grade, and I am happy it got that far, maybe he didnt wanna be tied down to one person for too long I dont know. But all I know is that its over, and hopefully it wont be awkward at school. I don't regret going out with him, we shared a beautiful kiss, and this has been the best five and a half months of my life so far.
Monique ):

21/11/09 - Break-Away

TIME: 12.31pm. MOOD: exhausted LOVING: not sure
 Hey everyone, I apologize for not updating for not updating in over a week, but I have just come home from a short holiday at the beach! Sorry I didnt let you guys know, I kinda forgot sorry. Well we went to the Gold Coast in Queensland for a week which was fun. It was really hot weather which was good for the beach. Plus, we went to three of the worlds, Movie World, Sea World and Wet n Wild World. They were so much fun. But the best thing about my holiday was a break from school! I am sick and tired of school, I needed time off from it. Im sick of work, friends, being excluded, ignored, assignments, stressing out, my boyfriend fading away (It's getting closer to 6 months too, and I know I need to talk to him, but I got no time alone with him anymore plus he's never on msn), being lied to and deceived, I'm just sick of it all! So that holiday with my family was time to break-away and relax and not stress about anything, to free my mind... but I really really dont want to go back on Monday.
Monique(:

10/11/09 - Worth the Read

TIME: 4.01pm. MOOD: happy LOVING: my boyfriend
 Hey guys, I know I havent updated in ages, but I think you'll be happy to know that I added a new read to the Visitor page. It's a very very touching story that my friend found on this website and I just had to share with you guys. Please go check it out, its a really good read. It's called 'I love her but I'm too shy and I don't know why." I know it might sound sappy and another one of those useless reads about people's lives, but trust me, its not. Its definately worth the read!!! So please check it out, it brought tears to my eyes and the emotions of hope, love and loss at the same time... very beautiful story but sad at the same time. What I learned from this is to take a risk because later down the track you probably will regret NOT taking that risk...
Monique(:

31/10/09 - Impressive

TIME: 6.12pm. MOOD: happy LOVING: the layout
 Oh my Gosh! Hey guys, do you like the new layout? I absolutely love it!! Not to sound up-myself or anything, but I made this layout all by myself!! No help at all, I am so proud of myself with making this impressive layout. I've been doing a lot of experimenting with this new program Gimp I have on my school mac computer and it is a really really good program. It makes so much more professional graphics than Paint does (well any program is better than Paint haha). But I am so proud of how much my skills have improved over the last year. I'm still learning a lot, but I'm pretty satisfied with this layout featuring my favourite band Paramore. But I am in love with this layout, probably the best one I've made by myself so far. What do you think of it?
Monique(:

31/10/09 - Wrong Country

TIME: 6.24pm. MOOD: bored LOVING: my boyfriend
 Hey guys, Happy Halloween. For all you people out there who actually celebrate it, hope you had fun. Well down here in Australia, we don't celebrate it. Some people do go Trick or Treating, but thats just such a pain with people knocking on our doors. Down here, we believe its a silly and pointless activity. Why celebrate the dead? I'm sorry if I offend any of you in any way, I am sorry. But the people knocking on our doors have got the wrong country. I guess some little kids see it in movies and get sucked into it all and want to do it too, but my parents have always taught me that it's an American thing.
Monique(:

25/10/09 - Maybe it's exciting?

TIME: 7.36pm. MOOD: tired LOVING: my boyfriend
 Hey guys, guess what I just did? I made new graphics! I know its only 2, but I havent added any in ages, so this is good haha. Well I added 2 Desktop wallpapers for you to use, hope you check them out. One features Zac Efron, and its a very nice picture of him if I do say so myself, and Mary-Kate Olsen, which is a very different type that I did, I experimented. I spent the day studying for exams and doing an assignment with my friend who came over, even though it was work it was still pretty funny. We went out to the shops beforehand and we sat at a coffee shop for a bit first off. My friend: whats this? Me: looks like salt and pepper. My friend: in a coffee shop? Me: OHH, its raw sugar and white sugar. ROFL. Good times. Anyways, I know this blog is the most randomest one I've posted in a while, probably not that exciting, maybe it is?
Monique(:

20/10/09 - The Drifter

TIME: 4.58pm. MOOD: tired LOVING: my boyfriend
 Hello everyone who's actually bothering to read my blog these days. I know I'm not that interesting. Well I went back to school yesterday. Nothing exciting I'll tell you that. It feels like I didnt even have holidays!! Back to the same routine is driving me mad, I'm sick of everything! Friends, school work, assignments, early mornings, hot weather, siblings, being ignored etc. My friend's are hardly talking to me anymore. I hang out with a massive group of people, mostly guys, and no-one is talking to me anymore. I'm just standing there at the edge of the group being ignored, even my best friend is hardly speaking to me, she's more popular than me so everyone is there to talk to her, well thats what my guess is. I'm the type of person you call a 'Drifter'. I dont have a fixed group, I dont have a best friend I dont think, so I dont stay in one place for too long. Since my group is so massive, there are smaller groups within it, and I drift from group to group all the time. Plus me and my boyfriend havent spoken much either, sadly. I miss him so much, I havent spoken to him all holidays and we've hardly had a proper conversation recently. He's the only one who talks to me these days, probably because I dont involve enough in other group conversations, but everyone changes... and I'm not really needed in my 'best' friend's convos anymore...
Monique(:

15/10/09 - Ready to go Back

TIME: 11.24am. MOOD: bored LOVING: my boyfriend
 hey guys, Its about Halfway through the month again. I still cant believe how fast time has been going, it only felt like a few days ago I was making this layout, or opening the site for a matter of fact haha. Well my holidays are almost over, only four more days to go. I dont wanna go back to school, but I kind of do, mainly because I miss my boyfriend so much. I cant explain how much I miss him. Its kinda scary about how much I love him too, four months later I'm even more in love with him that I was before. Me and my friends went to the movies yesterday and it wasnt that exciting actually. We saw 'Couples Retreat' and it was an alright movie, and an alright afternoon. But my boyfriend couldn't go coz he went away for this week so I cant even talk to him on msn. Thats mainly why it wasnt as good day as I expected because I could'nt snuggle up and kiss him in the cinema haha. Well only four more days till next term and it was so good to have a break but now I think I'm ready to go back to school, just not ready for the piles of homework and assignments I know are coming.
Monique(:

8/10/09 - A Year Online

TIME: 11.55am. MOOD: tired LOVING: my boyfriend
 Hello everyone, I cant believe how fast time has gone! Electrical-Silence has been online for a whole Year! Happy 1st birthday! I know I started out great and updating often but recently yes I have been slacking off a bit with the updates but I'm a very busy girl lol. But I've noticed that I have improved heaps over the last year in my graphics skills and CSS which I am proud of. This site has lasted longer than any other site I've owned haha. Hope that it stays up much longer. I've put a lot of effort into this one and hope I keep updating.
Monique(:
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